Я стоял на плацу. Скрыл меня снегопад.
Десять тысяч прошло мимо в марше солдат.
Нас искали с тобой, дорогая, тебя и меня.
Март 1939
THE MORE LOVING ONE
Looking up at the stars, I know quite well
That, for all they care, I can go to hell,
But on earth indifference is the least
We have to dread from man or beast.
How should we like it were stars to burn
With a passion for us we could not return?
If equal affection cannot be,
Let the more loving one be me.
Admirer as I think I am
Of stars that do not give a damn,
I cannot, now I see them, say
I missed one terribly all day.
Were all stars to disappear or die,
I should learn to look at an empty sky
And feel its total dark sublime,
Though this might take me a little time.
September 1957?
ТОТ, КТО ЛЮБИТ БОЛЬШЕ
Гляжу я на звезды и знаю прекрасно,
Что сгинь я - они будут также бесстрастны.
Из зол, равнодушие меркнет, поверь,
Пред тем, чем страшит человек или зверь.
Что скажем мы звездам, дарующим пламя
Любви безответной, немыми устами?
Так если взаимной любви нет, то пусть
Быть любящим больше мне выпадет грусть.
Смешной воздыхатель, я знаю отлично,
Что если звезда так ко мне безразлична,
Я вряд ли скажу, что ловлю ее тень
И жутко скучаю за нею весь день.
А если случится всем звездам исчезнуть,
Привыкну я видеть пустующей бездну,
И тьмы торжество я учую душой,
Хоть это и требует срок небольшой.
Сентябрь 1957?
VOLTAIRE AT FERNEY
Perfectly happy now, he looked at his estate.
An exile making watches glanced up as he passed
And went on working; where a hospital was rising fast,
A joiner touched his cap; an agent came to tell
Some of the trees he'd planted were progressing well.
The white alps glittered. It was summer. He was very great.
Far off in Paris where his enemies
Whispered that he was wicked, in an upright chair
A blind old woman longed for death and letters. He would write,
"Nothing is better than life". But was it? Yes, the fight
Against the false and the unfair
Was always worth it. So was gardening. Civilize.
Cajoling, scolding, scheming, cleverest of them all,
He'd had the other children in a holy war
Against the unfamous grown-ups; and like a child, been sly
And humble, when there was occasion for
The two-faced answer or the plain protective lie,
But, patient like a peasant, waited for their fall.
And never doubted, like D'Alembert, he would win:
Only Pascal was a great enemy, the rest
Were rats already poisoned; there was much, though, to be done,
