Why his letters are so nice and interesting? It saw he was understanding me very good, he understood my soul. He was very patient with me in understanding me and explaining of meaning new words. There were letters, letters every day and I was very happy when I woke up and found the letter on computer from Ted. When we started to write tender letters I began to keep my letters from Oleg. It was already difficalt to explaine that it is only freind's letters. Then longer we had correspondence with Ted I began to understand he is close and dear person for me.
We never didn't have "durty" sexy conversations.I didn't want that, because I didn't want to spoil our relaionship. I felt Ted is very romantic person and for me it was very important to began new relationship from right and good things. I am sure if even one time we allowed yourself to do something bad it will come back to us as punishment. I wanted to be special person for him. I world like to know who I was for him in this time?
Before New Year 1998 he decided to call by phone me first time, of course it was very excited to hear his voice. It was great! He had pleasant quiet voice and tried to talk with me very slowly as teacher at school. But I didn't understand nothing, I forgot all english words and only laughed, and laughed. I was very surprised when Ted told me what he thought about that…lol. My english in this time was terrible. For me it was very great to hear man from the states so far.
I was smiling few days when I thought about this event, I wanted to tell about this everybody. I got a job this time and worked in the store. It was not interesting work, but I could have own money. In February I got first package from Ted, there were a book about Rochester, video and a doll for Alena. I was very pleasant with attention of Ted and was happy. When I looked book I was surprised how it is clean and nice there and in this moment I wanted to see all these nice places by own eyes. Also it was nice Ted wrote some sentences on russian and I thought how it was great if I truly could to visit Rochester. All was as on another planet. The video which Ted sent was good, but it was not good shooting of him. He seemed short small and not nice as I thought before. But to this time I knew what the person is he and I appreciated more his soul and mind than how he could look like. I knew it is very clever and talented, creative person.
