I, for one, wouldn't take their guilt for granted. "Alles ist Luge, Herr Offizier" were the last words of a Jew hanged for treason of a state at war. That was another war, of course, but all the wars seem to have a good deal in common. Witch-hunting, for instance.
It's twenty past eight pm; all the family are gone. Now and here I have neither needs nor desires—the classical definition of a happy man.
So, I'll just be lying and sweating the fever off and wishing all and everyone – Good Night.
February 3
An extraordinary calm day—not a single blast. The Underground people wondered if they had run out of rockets up there. One more duck cooked by the underground media: this Republic got recognized by Czech-Slovakia.
At the Main Post they've put up a letter-box – one for all the letterwriters in the town. The correspondence to be shipped by helicopters. I definitely suspect it would be a one-way communication. But Sahtik, who was terribly ill all the day, had, nevertheless, written a letter to my sister in Ukraine.
In the morning I attended the Club. Araic tried to explain to me some elementary features of Arab lettering.
Rita (under influence from the novel by Lawrence) pitied there were no foresters here.
After lunch, making an excuse of my illness, I allowed myself to have a nap in bed.
One page from ULYSSES. No Yoga.
A family supper around one candle. It looked like a mellowly lit Dickensian affair. I gave Sahtik free hand in convincing me that the water-walk was not necessary today. Her argumentation was supported by the fifth column – the sloth feeling down my chest.
In the Underground, under the close supervision from my mother-in-law, I replaced Sahtik-and-Ahshaut's folding bed with the wide wooden door leaf that I pillaged off the staircase entrance in the rundown 2-storied apartment block.
The door, put horizontally upon block-stones, became a sturdy support for the mesh-frame from an iron spring bedstead.
The town idiot, Zazé girl, was wounded two days ago; yesterday an old woman was torn apart by an explosion right in front of her house. Her sister (also an oldie) having no phedayee relative cannot find boards to order a coffin.
To wind up the current digest of news I, full of hope and optimism, say – 'Good night.'
