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Джош: Hi, baby. What you do here alone? Waiting for somebody?

Джош садится на корточки напротив девочки. Его морщинистая лысая голова оказывается на одном уровне с ее лицом.

Джош: Why you play with this shit? — касается пальцем куклы Барби. — Listen to me, baby. I want to talk to you about something seriously, can I? Age to age, century to century girls like you were playing with dolls which had a form of a babies, little babies, you know, babies in the age when they suck milk, do you understand what I’m talking about? The girls… they were playing with these toys for to prepare themselves to become mothers, get what I mean? Can you get it? And now? What you see now? You play with the toy which has form of an adult girl in the, so called, reproductive age. Do you know what they mean, when they say reproductive age? They mean age when she (or he) is able to make sex, yeah! But sex can have a spiritual reason, not only physical, get what I mean? Wish an example? For example: you stand here alone waiting for somebody in front of the door to the bathroom, waiting for your father, or mother, or sister, or brother, or for some other relatives, I don’t care for whom you are waiting for! But you are fucking waiting! You wait and wait, stand and stand. And what kind of activity you provide meanwhile? You bite it with your little teeth, with your little, little teeth shinning like a little pearl. You bite the blond hair of this infernal beauty, you suck this hair, and the poison of our bloody days, the juice of contemporary lie and zombification is entering your body. Can you feel it, kid? I would not consider what you do the lesbian sex, but I’m not sure that you will be a good mother after that. What you think, darling, tell me?

Девочка молчит, продолжая сосать волосы Барби и глядя в упор в лицо Джоша.

Джош: Where is your dad?

Девочка: My Dad is dead.

Джош: Do you want to be a mother, girl?

Девочка неподвижно смотрит на Джоша.

Джош: Do you dream to be a mother? Do you want to born a child ones?

В зрачках японской девочки появляются два атомных взрыва, после этого глаза ее начинают излучать мертвенное сияние.

Выставка Казимира Малевича, Государственная Третьяковская галерея, Москва, 1929 год. Двое красноармейцев смотрят на картину Малевича «Черный квадрат». Первый красноармеец постарше, загорелый, голова брита наголо. Второй — светловолосый, деревенского вида парень.